Grayscale - Not Afraid To Die Lyrics

Grayscale - Not Afraid To Die Lyrics 

When I was nine I got this feeling

Something like grieving

I was too young to understand

Our house was bleeding from the ceiling

Still hear the screaming

This dirty hum inside my head

Now I'm scared sometimes

Cocaine rails and twisted eyes

When you're from where we are you face shit

You scrape in basements

We had no choice, we grew up fast

Cause our moms still smoke inside

And they all still got mob ties

But they pray to Jesus Christ

That's the funny part of life

Cause I'm scared of bugs that bite

Scared of being alone at night

Yeah, I'm scared to death of heights

But I'm not afraid to die

All of the nights we ate in silence

Holding in violence

Still got my temper from my dad

I never learned to take my time

And I wasn't allowed to cry

Cause our moms still smoke inside

And they all still got mob ties

But they pray to Jesus Christ

That's the funny part of life

Cause I'm scared of bugs that bite

Scared of being alone at night

Yeah, I'm scared to death of heights

But I'm not afraid to die

But I'm not afraid to die

Cause there's nothing good in life

If you don't know smart from wise

Yeah, our moms still smoke inside

And they all still got mob ties

And my heart's in overdrive

On my balcony at night

Yeah, I'm scared to death of heights

But I'm not afraid to die

Cause our moms still smoke inside

And they all still got mob ties

But they pray to Jesus Christ

That's the funny part of life

Cause I'm scared of bugs that bite

Scared of being alone at night

Yeah, I'm scared to death of heights

But I'm not afraid to die