BoyWithUke - Corduroy Lyrics

BoyWithUke - Corduroy Lyrics 

Indifferent to the people I detest

But it harms me in a way that even I cannot detect

In my own flesh and blood

(In my own flesh and blood)

I think I've had enough

(I think I've had enough, I've had enough)

I welcome death with open arms

Like an old friend I haven't seen

Since I was young, when young was old

When Daddy did terrible things

Maybe I'd feel better then, when I leave you like this

(Don't let me leave, don't let me leave, don't let me leave it all behind)

While some days are not that bad

And even pleasant one might say

I can't control the thoughts I have

I can't control the present wave

Of emotion

Anxiously hoping

For something or someone

For anything at all

I can't imagine a life without familiarity

I can't imagine what it's like to live

With certainty, I like to re-watch movies

So I know the end of every scene

I know the end of everything

I do, because I won't ever leave

My room

It's safer here, safety's all I want and all I need

Buried my issues here, deep within the walls and in my dreams

In my own atmosphere is where I'll die

So, let me die in peace

I'm on my final breath, my final steps

I've never felt so free

But my head's spinning

I can't help but think of who I'm abandoning

And suddenly my chest cries out in pure panic

It can't end like this

I say with strength I haven't felt before

And that's when it finally hits

With my hands sweating

Climb down from the ledge of what's all so threatening

But it don't cause me fear no more

My fingers touch the fabric of my jacket made of corduroy

Reminding me of Brentwood and the things that I would die to see again

Die to see again (gg-gain)

Die to see again (gg-gain)

Die to see again (gg-gain)

Whoa, oh

Well, my jacket made of corduroy

Oh I stand to lose

My life, my soul, my time my home, my thoughts, my sweet and sour youth

I can't let go of who I was but I can cut myself in two

And I can pick up all the pieces

And let everyone choose

Choose

Yeah. It's all in your mind, boy, it's all in your head

Leave it all behind you can finish when you're dead

I'll be waiting for you here

When this madness finally ends

Remember who you are, don't forget her when your head's spinning

Stuck in a room with the television on

While you're tripping on 'shrooms'

You got your thoughts spilling

But none of it is true

It's a facade

Your heart can tear apart the parts

That's what you make

Hello again. It's nice to see you're back

Did you like the things you saw

And do you finally understand why I wear corduroy?

I really like corduroy

Hello, my friend. Anything you'd like to ask?

Any unresolved illusions in your head that make you gag?

I'm just a one-call away

So, please, don't be afraid

To call me back