BoyWithUke - Trauma Lyrics

 

BoyWithUke - Trauma Lyrics

[verse 1]

growing up i never had a lot of money

i never had a phone

always was a little hungry

used to find it hard to sleep

when i could hear my mother sobbing

i was 10 back then

i didn’t have a room

had to buy used shoes

i hid behind tunes

to avoid abuse

every time i fell

i would blame it on myself

even if it was an accident

maybe it’s not what i want

oh i’ve seen better days

and the moment fucking sucks

but I’ll be damned if I don’t stop

and honestly why not

when nobody gives a

but sometimes i just can’t help myself

i wanna give up trying

and start doing something else

sometimes i just get overwhelmed

i know it’s in my mind

but i think i need some help

cuz sometimes i just can’t help myself

i was an outcast

thrown out to dry and get laughed at

too shy to talk about home

i always thought life was s’posed to be cold

and oh i’ve been so

lost without hope

i got a window in my head, it’s a casket

you know i been wishing i was dead, but i mask it

[CHORUS]

but sometimes i just can’t help myself

i wanna give up trying

and start doing something else

sometimes i just get overwhelmed

i know it’s in my mind

but i think i need some help

because it’s all i know

my hands around my throat

pray that i won’t let go

this time around

but every single time

i try to shut my eyes

i see the reason why

i’m not alone

[CHORUS]